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19th July 2011

2011-07-18T19:27:00.000-07:00

Nas , im sorry for all the things that happen .. i know u want the best for myself .. but by letting me go , even as a fren , it do hurt .. i cried upon reading ur text .. U told me shahrin deserve me as mostly even when im with u , i keep thinking about him .. The fact is , its true i still do love him , but still i want our friendship to stay as it is .. After my breakups , u are the one who text and call me almost everyday to cheer me up .. U are a good friend . But i dont know that u will be jealous about me and him .. Im so SORRY .. I still do treasure our friendship .. i know u will be reading this .. I hope we are still friends ..

Most of my frens told me dat i deserve better man .. Some even told me to think twice before patching up .. we have not patch up .. its just dat we are seeing each other .. coz it will take me some time for me to heal the pain i have to go through .. i know u are trying ur best to win me back .. but somehow i just dont feel it is the rite time .. but i jus wish for the best ..

and lastly thanks babygirls and guys for making my nite a memorable one .. I didnt expect it at all .. thanks so much .. had a great nite with u guys .. thank you so much .. u guys make my day .. i LOVE u guys ..

Thanks For The Time Given

2011-07-14T21:39:00.000-07:00

i know u give me some time to think .. u mention dat im in difficult situation .. yes true .. coz once bitten twice shy .. all i need is more time .. let time heals everything .. but u should know by now , i still love and care for u .. aniway im here to wish u happy 9 monthsary .. hope its still counting .. :')

Sat gonna meet my masquarade ladies ! Cat have suprises for us .. :) c u gals soon . :) cant wait ..

its been a while :)

2011-06-24T21:43:00.000-07:00

its few months for now , since u left ..

yesterday gazed at the stars ..

i got my fren to accompany me ..

all the way from boon lay to bedok ..

then he send me home ..

i ask him how much the taxi fare .

he replied $30.30 .. plus midnight charge ..

aiyoh yoh .. he said he dont mind as long as he get to spend quality time with me before im going off to malaysia .. aww .. :)

Chu i miss

2011-04-08T09:40:00.000-07:00

I was shocked when rp called me to say there 's vacany in it service management course .. I keep thinking .. Can i cope in poly life ? I know im not ready for that hence i decided to just go to higher nitec .. This way its much easier in the future for me to go poly .. Now i jus concentrate on higher nitec .. The good thing of going higher nitec , i have an exrtra certificate and experience .. The bad one , waste a year .. But since im a lady , i need not go through ns , so y not .. Ftt mon .. I learn only half part of the book .. Im considering whether should i give him a chance .. I miss him .. I cant eventually hide dat .. U know b , i miss ur hugs .. Ur warm hug .. Makes me feel so secure in ur arms .. The ring ,no matter wat , i will still keep it with me .. I appreciate the thoughts of u bougght me the ring upon receiving urnsecond pay .. I simpan cincin 2 sebab i tahu tu duit titik peloh u .. We do fight most of the time .. Sometimes u said sorry .. But sorry seems the hardest word .. But for now , i jus wanna concentrate on schooling .. Dats it .. I given some
Thoughts to , for which cca i will choose .. Its maybe bowling , student council or arts & crafts .. Today my last day of babysitting matin .. These boy make my day .. His smile cheer me up .. His dimple sweet as he is .. For one month plus he's with me , he never fail to make me smile .. Im gonna miss u mini matin .. Kak illah love u .. Wherever u are , insyallah allah lindungi matin .. For tomorrow , my cousins making plans .. Syimah badly wants to go botanic garden for photo shoot .. While zirah wanna go wild2 wet .. For myself im easy with anything .. So cousins make up ur mind .. C u tomorrow :) shahrin & matin , i miss both of u ..

:) :)

2011-03-19T17:57:00.000-07:00

Im gonna perm my hair by end of march or early april .. My hair is long now .. Too long i can say ..but it will be dissapointing if i have to chop off .. Class chalet tomorrow .. I dont think im going as im taking care of matin .. And his mum will only fetch him after 10 .. Sat im meeting baby .. :) :) :) i miss him .. This sat since baby pay day .. We gonna plan something else instead of eating repeated times at restaurant ..as for rings , since baby lost his ring , we going to buy another set .. For the old one , i still keep mine .. Take very good care of it .. I love u b .. Muacks ..

.......

2011-03-16T08:54:00.000-07:00

Im having flu .. Still havent recover fully yet .. Mama papa going johor tomorrow .. So left me and matin at hm .. My ftt less than a month to go .. Hoprefully i can pass and can straight go through pratical test .. I received a letter from cdc .. At first , i dont expect that u will be getting any award or voucher .. I thought my dad was kidding .. But it turn out to be true .. I received a good progress award .. It statednonly 10 % of higher nitec and nitec get the award .. I browse through ite website .. Each reward 400 .. I dont mind if its a voucher or cash as long as i get good grades .. I miss shahrin .. Baby , i know someday u will be reading this .. No matter wat the obstacles are , im here giving u my very best .. Somehow i miss ur hugs .. :( the way u kiss my forehead .. Due to se probs , we didnt get
To wish each other .. Our monthsary . I know its quite late .. Aniway happy 5th monthsary syg .. May we grow old together
.. I love u .. Only u .. :) miss u ..

i miss matin

2011-03-13T04:02:00.000-07:00

I realised im too short .. :(

we fight on our back home .. i saw baby cry ..

when i saw him in that situation i cried too ..

we go our separate way .

just before i reached my void deck , i saw him coming back ..

we settled things ...

and i miss matin .. :(

so now im going out with lil cousin syimah and zirah ..

we going to buy baby matin things .. :)

yesterday i saw baby clothes , so cute !!

so today im going to buy his socks , shirts , and pacifier !!

tonite will be a good , good nite ..

2011-03-09T20:43:00.000-08:00

Cute .. this baby never fail to make me smile everyday ..:)

someone's birthday tomorrow ..
:)

so i'll be meeting him tonight ..
suprise him with a mini birthday cake ..
presents , either saturday or sunday .. depends which day he's free ..

mini matin coming at 2 today ..

my ftt april -___-

hopefully i can pass so can move quick enough to pratical ..

and to baby ...

meet u tonite ..

i purposely told him i have problems but the fact is actually i wanted celebrate his birthday tonite .. :)

final

2011-03-07T13:31:00.000-08:00

today will be my final day for exams .
exam will start in few hours time ..
im revising all the test papers,cisco questions ,etc..

so right after exam,i will meet baby to accompany him to take his things at tampines.Right after , im going to pick mini matin ! Im going to babysit him for one month ! or eventually before school reopen ..

baby told me dat i can pass ..
but somehow my feeling ... so sucky ..

dats all for now ..
i need to keep revising ..
i just pray for the best .. :)

may we keep this relationship going .. :)

2011-02-27T07:25:00.000-08:00

i miss baby sitting :(

i miss matin ..

i miss carrying him .. kissing him .. hugging him ..

he's a cute little boy ..

so tomorrow school starts at 8 .

mr byju class ..

afternoon , then im going to meet baby ..

coz i need to do cyber wellness video with chu ... and my dad ..

since he agrees ..

lum ape2 , papa dah act .. cute ..

for now , im doing cyber wellness powerpoint and at the same time , im thinking wat to buy for baby on his birthday .. :(

i have no idea ..

tshirts ? watch ? perfume ? everything bought ..

i cant wait to celebrate his birthday ..

im going to make this birthday an unforgettable day for him ..

get well soon baby

2011-02-26T06:24:00.000-08:00

among all these my fav pic ..

baby leg .. :(
get well soon syg !
Despite his injury , he still meet me .
he accompany me here and there ..
he's a nice guy ..
wats more can i ask ?

met him around 1 plus at bedok . then we straight went eunos .. bought mum roti kirai for lunch .. as she craved for one .. on the way to mum office , my heart beat fast . as this going to baby first time meet mama . when first mama saw hym ...

'dah kene lah 2 korang , muke dah mcm adek beradik ' ..

mum get quite well along with him .
then me and him went whitesand .. to have our lunch ..
and guess wat baby want for lunch ?

MANHATTAN !!
i told him the food quite expensive but since he wanted it so much , we just went ahead .. after eating , we take pictures .. all the way i know baby leg was in painful . but still he insist , to accompany me window shopping ..

baby bought for me two vcds . cinderella and tom and jerry :)

i bought polar cakes for my parents .. and also tu tu kueh for myself .. :)

so tomorrow ..

no matter wat i must make baby go see doctor .. and accompany him ..
then proceed to library to return library books ..

baby take 3 days off ..
today , tomorrow and monday ..

so most probably im meeting him after school as school ends EARLY !

baby sleeping now and for myself .. im doing my final year report .. tomorrow gonna laminate poster . mon , raiha transfer all our fyp projects to cd . tues , cyber wellness .. how to video , when baby leg injured ? :( pity him ..

wednesday , have to hand up everything .. fyp projects ..

:)

2011-02-21T19:20:00.000-08:00

im so excited that my final year project gonna end soon .. :) i've done my powerpoint and report . just left a bit more to go .. gantt chart and report illustrations .. yipeee !! after this project , just left with SNA ..

baby birthday coming soon .. i dont know how to suprise him .. :(

dis sat , he's going to enrol his car license .. while for myself i have to wait till april .. -.- ..

sat , going ubi ..
thought of asking baby go botanical garden since last week didnt go ..
but i jus dont want him be too tired ..

camera bought by mum .. i love u mum .. :)

the urge to blog :)

2011-01-13T07:56:00.000-08:00

baby ,
this post is for you .

im glad we are still standing strong despite the 'no more night calls and messages' ..

we used to be so close ..
everyday without fail , would msg each other ...

nowadays , the calls , the messages ..
arent there anymore ..
but still im glad dat u remember me .. :')

despite ur working hours , ur tiredness , u would still send at least a message asking me how i am .. had i had my dinner ..

i missed u so much too .. :')

im glad ..

i cant ask anything more ..

Sat is our 3rd month .

i dont heck care wat people wanna say ..

for them 3 months is nothing .

but during this 3 months , i known u better .

understand u each and everyday .

i miss everything about us ..

im glad u are there for me each time i needed u .

u would calm me down without fail .

we have misunderstandings , arguments ..

but we managed to save dis relationship

im so glad i met u .

thanks sayang .

im glad u are willing to change ..

i love u . :')

:)

2011-01-09T07:11:00.000-08:00

To one and my only asal boleh , tk cerewet patner

Happy birthday sayang :)

Semoge panjang umor , murah rezeki ..

i ♥ u . :)

Happy two years of friendship :)

make my blog free-dust

2010-12-26T09:29:00.000-08:00

things my family bought when they at johor .

i miss him :'(

2010-12-21T05:12:00.000-08:00

hola ! :)

okay . im so looking forward for this sat .
but last min ,
my parents told me they going melaka with elder bro , elder bros fiance , younger bro .
Elder bro approach me . when im inside my room
He told me if i could cancel my "chalet" thing and follow them

now they making me feel so guilty
i would always follow them go overseas so this is my first time im not going . :(
im quite sad over it .
dad's face show me the dissapointed expression :'(

2 lah last min lagi .
i cant break my promise to baby ..
we are so looking forward to this sat ..
if i cant meet baby , i bet he's gonna be so sad .
so baby , im going kay ?
i know u will be reading this
no worries .
this time , i wont break my promise ..
and somemore dah janji raiha ..
and raiha , we gonna have lots of fun on dat day . insyallah ..:)

this week im not working .
but been busy lately .
jus now . cooked , and clean the house .
mum was so happy about it .
tomorrow im mitting ira .
she badly wanna go gym
so will jus go .

thought of going swimming with lil cousins .
maybe we make it on this fri or sun afternoon kay sweethearts ?

and to jihan .
oh im glad we bump into each other the other day .
i miss lepak-ing with u .

her english SUPERB !

baby , happy monthsary

2010-12-14T08:44:00.001-08:00

2010-12-04T07:43:00.000-08:00

tomorrow doing project .

2 o'clock , but confirm i'll be late ,

as usual .

-.-

25th dec pls come quick can ?

i cant wait to spend the nite with baby , raiha , and her bf . (haha)

baby ,

no matter how much we fight , i still love and care for you .

and u dah buat kesalahan besar .

u left me and sleep ..

im jus keeping my blog free - dust

2010-11-28T08:35:00.000-08:00

chat with baby
next week , hopefully raiha and aidil can make it .
meeting baby .
and must complete project
uuuurrrgggghhhh !!

i have stare this thing for few hours .. not knowing where i went wrong .

2010-11-27T08:05:00.000-08:00

im enjoying my days . thanks baby for everything . i love u .

i love the both of you

2010-11-11T08:38:00.000-08:00

mum,dad hope you have a safe journey to holy land.Eventhough i feel half-hearted letting you go,i will still pray for you over here.Mum,im gonna miss your nagging.Dad,your baby smelled hair,im gonna miss kissing it.Most importantly,I love the both of you.Two weeks,sounds slow.Never ever you left us for this long.I will pray for you to have a safe journey.Amin

my tears drop when i hug dad . among siblings , im very close to hym . dad cried too . i love dad . mum i love u too . but we are far away . now , im starting to miss the both of you already . i pray hard for the both of u .. im sorry if i ever hurt the both of u in any way . im sorry . but 2 weeks for me is damn slow . for us family who is very close to one another , its sounds slow

i pray hard u have a safe journey . Amin .

=)

2010-11-07T04:46:00.000-08:00

its been a while

so many things took place

i gave a chance to myself to move on eventhough hafis still in my mind ..
parents going haji dis thurs .
im gonna miss mum''s nagging , dad lame jokes ..

i will surely miss them ..

baby planned either next month , dec , or january he wanna book a chalet to celebrate our aniversary .
it may sounds weird .
but we feel dat we have known each other long ..

somehow , i see baby face familiar . haha =)

i miss hym . i miss all the outings we had , marks and spencer . royal sporting house . everywhere we have been too .

2010-10-16T11:33:00.000-07:00

s.a.y.a.n.g..can be this sweet..

i love the image graphics..

and to this friend of mine..

CHEER UP BABE ! Im Here .. =)

and due lil cousins aku tido nyenyak je..tk bangon2..tinggalkan aku sorang tkleh sleep..

babygal,i care

2010-10-14T20:41:00.001-07:00

Im here..no worries..=')

to my one and babygal...

dont not give up on hope..

if the two of u are meant to be together,u will..i feel u b =)

as a friend i want the best for u..

not to worry..i kan ade..=)

kumbang bukan seekor..
insyallah satu hari hati die cair dgn kate2 u..

mcm mane pon tkde org yg leh sweet talk u mcm mane i sweet talk u..=)

baby cheer up..

love u many2 kay..

kite tetap jiwe bodek !

karaoke soon...

2 time baru die kenal sape illah

and to baby..

give us time aite..
until raiha attached,then we start ours aite baby?

if ur love is strong,insyallah we will stay strong as well..

thanks baby for being there,whenever i need u..

huggies..=)

good day

2010-10-06T09:15:00.000-07:00

jus came back..=)

i met mum after work..
went parkway..jalan2..

went to optics store..

specs or contact lenses?

haha..
cannot tell..=)..

still havent decide..

someone bought doraemon for me..awww..
how sweet..nk tgk tk?

taaadddddaaaaaaaaaa

Keai..=)

SATURDAY!!!!I CANT WAIT FOR SATURDAY..

PRIMARY SCHOOL REUNION..cute pe kite org kecik2 dulu..geng tk geng..everyone dah grow up,muke dah lain..i cant wait..i cant wait!!

Friday nite gonna meet bahari.=)

BSK EXAM RESULTS..ARRRGGGHHHH!!!TKNK!!!TKNK CHECK BOLEH?=(

Good Week

2010-10-03T09:54:00.000-07:00

bbq was fun..

going out with qia was fun too..=)..beautiful babes!

on the nite of bbq,011010,bahari fetch me..again and again..motorbike..!..
i was quite angry..
but he managed to calm me down..tahu je mcm mane nk ambek hati..=)

actually,i tk suke my family dpt tahu i ride bike..but kwn abg nmpk..=(

he told my brother..

abg bising..=(

actually,i prefer he fetch me by car..

tapy die dah turon..tk sampai hati lak..

tapy he's cheecky..

quite fast speed..

but i enjoy the nite ride..

today went out with qia..

11 years still counting..alhamdulilah..

great day with her..=)

manage to take pictures..tgk fb saye..saye penat nk upload kat sini..

qia nk blaja masak dari saye seh..=)

=)

2010-09-27T09:48:00.000-07:00

Hari Raye was great..eventhough i jus started going cousins house these pass few days..im enjoying my days with great people around and especially this little boy..aww,..he's cute..he's very light..jus few months old..smell nice..he dont cry even when he jus get 2 know me..awww..i carried him through the day..went kakak's frens house..went my aunt place..then got separated..i continue my raya with my aunt,cousins..=)..good week for me..=).pictures di bawah..

bbq pit this friday..adek frens coming tomorrow for raye..me and my cousins all decided to make a family gathering and stay at a chalet for few days..jus wait for their school holiday..=)

aku nak putu piring

2010-09-21T09:34:00.000-07:00

hola..

okay..actually jus came back from tkc.

tired.seriously.

adek today being a gd boy,accompany me meet mummy..then we headed to tkc.

i bought myself 2 baju kurungs..i love it so much.fell in love with it at the first sight.lllllllllllaaaaaaaaaaaawwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrr!one is lime green,the other is black..total cost=$170..expensive or cheap?but to get my size,and ready made,consider quite affordable..but i like the lime one..mummy like me wearing the black one..we then had our dinner..makananye sungguh meng-enak-kan..=)

thurs..

jln2 raye dgn kwn2..

my plan mcm gni..

first cover my area,then raiha's area..last zul's area..

actually supposed to meet bahari by 10.

i takot je lambat..

he wanna mit me sat,but i tkleh.

so i bring forward to thurs..

sat i rase i ade around 4 open house..but last confirm2 i will head to kak nurul's house..yg lain,open house my kwn2,and jln2 raye with my other frens..Asal banyak2 saturday????
mcm cock up cikit..

and one gd news..

mama give me her phone..

okaylah..alhamdulilah..

i suke this phone,i can draw2..lain phone tkleh..

i suke sangat this phone.

thanks mum..

cik yem going to merisik kak huda dis sun..

its gd if he is settling down..

most and for all,i love my babies..=)

hafis..
wherever u are,i still cherish our moments of being together..
i still love u.

2010-09-19T05:05:00.000-07:00

actually supposingly i must update ystday but was damn tired..reached home around 2 am..last house,angah's house..=)

my childhood frens..except alin..he dlm tekong..=)

insyallah we plan for another meet up..=)

i got a job offer...1 hr-$10..
the place near town area..
keje senang..tk ramai customer..
kakak huda even say yg dtg pon org2 kaya..
should i take the offer?
mcm nk pon ade..
tapy kalau ambek yg bestnye,dpt keje experience..
kalau tk ambek,rugi lak..
nk kumpul duit bnyk2,jadi can go enjoy with my hommies,galfrens..=)

okay take care all..=)

hola..=)

2010-09-19T04:56:00.000-07:00

EnJoying my life with good people around.

2010-09-10T09:31:00.000-07:00

Malam raye paling gerek..

meet bahari under my void deck..

he ride..he dont drive ystday..

so my second time,ride a bike..SSSSeeerrraaammm..

jus took a ride..die ajak jalan2..

i like the wind...weeee...

i was quite afraid...bace selawat bnyk kali..

but the good thing,i told mum either he will fetch me by car or by bike..

at least aku jujur pe.=)

then he dropped me near my void deck after the ride..

i was so damn happy to see all my fellow childhood peeps..

happy..to see every of us,have grown up..

so basically ni lah gmbr2 nye..=)

Ini pulak gambar2 first day raye..yang lain kite ambek lain kali..coz ni baru first day..=)

bye2 readers..=).

Im so upset

2010-09-06T08:33:00.000-07:00

mum,im so upset with u.tried my best changing my ways.in the past,i have difficulty sitting at home,cooking,do the household chores.now,u can count twice or thrice a month then i go out with my frens.i dont complain about me doing the household chores,cooking,every single thing.but the thing is,u dont even appreciate my effort.

u even say:"ade anak pmpn,bukannye layan aku"..
u know how hurt i am..?
slame ni illah tk layan mama?
sape yg masak?
sape yg kemas umah?
sape yg jarang keluar umah?
sape yg slalu layan mama?

='( ='(

im so hurt...i cant carry on for now..

2010-08-23T09:58:00.001-07:00

i told mum im going out to catch a movie around 9.25 pm..
firstly i thought she would be angry but she jus say.."Cepat balik..kau keluar dgn sape?bahari?"...
me:"i seldom go out with him".."twice or thrice only a month"..
mum:"yerlah"..

nowadays i find it easy to share with mum..
i find dat she like it better i be friends with guys..and go out with them..

so finally,i get to watch PHUA CHU KANG THE MOVIE....AWESOME!!GEREK!!..

supposingly i was supposed to meet hakim around 8.30 but he came late!!he fetch me..die naik teksi and ambek i under the void deck..so we reach gv around 9.05..which the movie start at 9.25..i panicked at that time..luckily gv tk bnyk org...queue..bought tickets and popcorns..=)

i can say that the movie was very3 gd..i enjoyed every minute of the show..

so here's the picture..

thanks dear

2010-08-17T09:45:00.000-07:00

had a great nite with bahari.he keeps me laughing when the part,he speeds up,the moment i tild hym..'u bwk perlahan2'i had really gd time with u.=)..finally i admitted everything to my mum.told her about bahari,and even told her about me cant forget hafis.she says,im her only daughter,she want the best for myself

2010-08-15T08:49:00.000-07:00

ill be meeting ira tomorrow to cashout money..

then will be doing some shopping since this gal is very the kind hearted to teman me..then off we go straight home..

bahari wanted to mit me tomorrow..
which i dont think i can..

ill be meeting him tues and thurs..

wed school???

grr!!..

project..

luckily raiha always there to help me..

plus minus..
she help me i.f.i.a..
i help her j2me..
somemore i miss t.b..=(

fri will be meeting raudhah..
die nk shopping..

tibe2 holiday in a blast,fully booked..

ill not be working with mum..since mum says she dont wanna stress me out as she have a new part timer worker..=)

but i know mum office best..=)

sat will be meeting syimah..
sun having ngaji and maybe going out with family..=)

im loving my days more and more each days..with wonderful people around..thanks sweethearts..=)

2010-08-13T21:18:00.000-07:00

hola..

im still confused whether wanna follow abg go joo chiat with kak nurul..

kak nurul today gonna give my family treat during break fast later..

maybe in the afternoon,im gonna mit syimah..

she got lots of questions to ask me regarding her studies..

alhamdulilah test semue dah lepas..

skrg project..

aiyoh yoh

then at home got dreamweaver but the trial ended..=(

yesterday last day of school..then holidays..

next week,work,work,work..

so yesterday..

=)

keep laughing recalling yesterday afternoon..

ended school around 11?but i reached home around 1..

at 3..while cooking..

text nessage received from bahari

asking me along to go break fast together with him.

i dont normally go out during weekdays for those who knows me..

but eventually i met him..

he pick me up under my block at 5 plus sharp..

while waiting for him,i fb-ing using my mobile..

then he came..

took a ride..

brought me to manhattan..(restaurant)..

im not sure of the place..all i know when i break fast,taste the food,fuuyooohh.!

nice..=)

Then there's this couple keep watching us..

i dont know the reasins..

but the lady keep staring at me and bahari..

bahari told me to ignore..

he send me home around 8 plus..9 i think..

watch chinese drama..

nice =)

alhamdulilah today can use internet at home..

last few days till yesterday,ive been fb-ing,blogging,tagged using either my mobile or the computer in school..

bahari told me today he wanna meet me..

somehow,i feel easy be friends with guys..

girls,i have few which i can be close to..

and im missing these people..

qia,kak siti..

kak siti..

meet up soon aite..

qia ajak buke one of the days..

i wanna mit aisah soon..=)

alin mesty ade..=)..

ira,syimah..=)

and one thing..

selamat berpuase to all muslims..=)

nk ikot abg ke tknk ni??

i'll be waiting.

2010-08-11T23:37:00.000-07:00

im changing new number...somehow..im not sure why my bill for this month shot up..

All i know is Mom is gonna confisate my sim card..=(

im sad over it..

im in NWF class now..no mood to talk..no mood to do anything..

took bus to school...its been quite long since i took bus to school...

as per always,this bus will go round bedok north area..

when i look around bedok north,i will always be reminded of Hafis..

how he and me spend time around that area..

how he used to pick me up from bustop..

how we used to talk to each other.

how we used to hold hands..

on the very day,u would always say..

"adek,u belong to me"..

i miss u..

no words can describe how much i missed u..

i wish u were beside me now..

a fren of mine called me a devoted lover..

he says im the type who loves someone and faithful dat i didnt give myself a chance to move on..

matrep called to say dat he's changing for the better..

good for u..

i know matrep trying his best..but i took him as a fren and not more than dat..

coz seriously im not ready..

today 2nd day of fasting..

i feel like jogging after break fast..

maybe i should call him along?

but right now i dont know how to face mom..

i promise her,my bill will maintain for the rest of the month..

but now?

i can tell dat she's angry..

but mom,i jus dont know how this month bill shot up..=(

i did sms..and calls..but i didnt expect it will shot to hundred plus..

its not few months,its been a year plus now..='(

19th Bday..=)

2010-08-11T08:09:00.000-07:00

at last im 19..=)

feels good.

mom's friend told mom i dont look 19..she thought i was 17 and say..."happy 17th bday"..haha..cute.

"cik not 17,im 19..*smile*..

my bday were celebrated at home..

so let the pictures do the talking..=)

=(

2010-07-25T07:42:00.000-07:00

i miss having hafis by my side all day and all nite..=(.
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listening to tentang aku kau dan dia make me missed him more..='(

i have phobia of going into relationships

2010-07-18T06:57:00.001-07:00

ystday was nice..everything went well..

all the best for raiha and her fren..=)*u knw wat i mean*..

i lazy to upload pics..

later raiha will upload if she blogs..

i dont knw y these few days i feel im not myself.

ystday i had to put up wide smile all way..coz i dont wish to spoils my people mood..

this thing have been bugging me..

i dont know how should i say..

but seriously,.

i want him to know how badly i misses him..

misses all his hugs,kisses..

hafis.

i still miss u..

i cant help

one problem after another.

like wat i said,people know me as a cheerful person..a joker..but actually lots of things going on my mind.

i dont knw whether im strong enough

i much2 miss him..

seriously,if u love that someone,its hard to forget him.

i dont knw y its hafis.

y must it be him.

i can be foolish at times.

but for now i rather keep quiet..

i dont wish to drag anything futher here..

if only he can understand..

i tried moving on..

pack my time with my family and frens.

but still??

i wanna cook at ur house like in the past.

whereby u would hug me from behind..

i want u to cut the onions and called my name for help..

"adek pedih adek!!tolong abg hiris.."..

i miss ur voice

u tarik my baju wipe ur tears..

we would sit together,eat..

u would always comment on how i cook...the taste..

i miss those..

we went bugis look for things..u bring me all the way to sim lim tower..

then mustafa..then bugis back..

i remember our conversation..

our everything

each time u send me to the bustop..

u would always say

adek once dah jejak umah je call abg..call..

then i salam u..

u will kiss my forehead..

y did u have to leave so soon?

do u knw dat i needed u badly.

y must it end dis way?

hafis..

i badly misses u..

much2 misses..='(

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2010-07-04T07:53:00.000-07:00

bsk school reopen..but i feel bad leaving raiha.

b,i g jap je.seriously i feel like crying..

i miss u so damn much

holidays pon kite jarang jumpe.

i can say we dont even meet except for the chalet nite..

but dat nites were awesome being with u especially on the first nite when we are alone in the chalet room..i start to dance and u keep giggle..second nite..when i told u about the steps..when we walk into the park..and i asked u silly questions..

i miss those nite..

the nite u slept over at my house..do projects..

the afternoon u slept beside me..

and mostly the nite..when u have a high class seater bedroom..

i miss those..

u jage diri baik2 in school..thursday i g..lgpon b.e.p..=)

i g nye..i promise..

i nk msg u but i jus dont knw where to start..

so this the only way for me to express everything here..

u tc dear..

even im in kl,we can still msg2 kat fb..msn..

i try bwk my lappy...

im gonna miss u for sure..

2010-07-03T20:36:00.001-07:00

hello kepos..=)

yeah celebrating dad's bday at seoul garden in an hour time..=)

elder bro,younger bro,papa,mama,grandma,kak nurul and myself..=)

pictures will be uploaded tonite..insyallah if im not tired..

aniway matrep told me to meet him at nite..which i will...around 11 plus i think..

mum told me we gonna go kl on monday..so i wont b coming to school for 3 days?

ade org cabar aku..single sampai 2 tahun?i know i can..=)..coz i dont need guys to live in this world..its not the time yet..=)..ingat ehk u..u ckp 2 years tau..if i can,remember ur promises..=)

so cant update much now..gonna get ready..

nanty kalau tk papa mrh which i dont want him to.

anyway papa..

happy 55th bday..

i love u many2..

get well soon dear..

and one thing papa dah transfer department..from robinson to paya lebar..

im happy and sad at the same time..

the sad thing is..i can read papa's mind.i knw he is sad over his transfer..ya lah..after working for so many years..

dad is one of a kind..

he wont tell us,his children any sad news or dont wanna make us worry

i can say that he's a gd father..

but when i look into his eyes,i see dissapointment and sadness..but he jus dont wanna mention..

2010-06-27T19:46:00.000-07:00

hola.its been a while since i update.ni update pn kai hp..so a bit leceh..class chalet done..on the second nite,raiha went ahead with her guy fren.raiha tersenyum senyum..and remember dis,colour hitam,plate no tk penting.yg penting model kerete ape.so raiha went ahead with her guy fren.bahari fetch me.went inside his car.while he drive,i talk n talk and so on.he send me home.so nothing much 4 dat day.reachd hm around 5 plus.sleep at 5.30 sharp.6.35,wake up and off to werk.ystday went out,meet matrep..he hav some fam prob,which i wont state here.=) i and zaki became closer each day.i understand hw he feels about his dad.sbrlah baby.he jus want the best.anyway papa suro ilah blaja mcm mane nk kai camera canon..so bile2 ade function,he want me 2 b the camerawoman 4 the day..school reopen next week.three days wont b going school..frm this sat till wed,i'll b going off to kl.holiday with mum and dad..maybe highlight in kl coz dat day,when i perm my hair,tk jadi highlight.coz it cost around 300 bucks in total.gonna buy matrep stuffs.and thanks to those who stood by me..and to matrep,i keluar dgn bahari,2 pn die anta i balek umah..i came back hm as promised pe.aku tk sbr kenduri!dpt jumpe sdare2..=)..matrep buat chalet in aug..tapy die tknk bilang ape occasion.busuk punya org..and bahari,thanks 4 sending me hm dat nite..kl drift lagi pe?thanks to all my sweetheart..last but nt least,i dont wana b emo.but mum and dad,i love u so much.abg and adek,i love u too.kak nurul thanks for the treat..j co donuts..bye all

2010-06-20T06:32:00.000-07:00

a happy one year two months of single life to me..=)

but cant deny i miss hafis at times..

if only we could be like last time..

i have many things to share with u..

too much things..

i miss u so much..

hows u?="(

im addicted to eren song...takkan pisah

=(..

while listening,i keep thinking of u..

i dont know y

i miss u so much dear..

matrep:

im sorry..

=(

hope we can stay this way..

pls dear,no commitment..

i know u will be angry reading this post..

morever im talking about hafis.

call me stupid or watever names..

but once im addicted to something,its hard for me to let go..

understand me jus for once pls.

continuation

2010-06-19T03:36:00.000-07:00

him:b u werk ehk?
me:yup,tgh buat bulky nye barang nie..y?
him:busy?ade customer?
me:not yet..office bukak kul 8.30..then ade customer.
him:ingat nk suro u teman me go mc donald..we have our breakfast there.i nk belanje u
me:whats the occasion dear?
him:nothing.jus wanted to spend more time with u.
me:huh?okay.y dont we go for lunch?
him:OKAY.if 1 pm,is it okay with u?
me:okay.tapy nk bilang mama ape seh?
him:jus say u go makan first
me:okay.shall do.

so told mum going for lunch
she kept asking with who i wanna have lunch first.
all i said was,dont worry i will come back work safely.
im in safe hand.
for once she asked:

her:kau jumpe hafis?
me:no,i hope one day will
her:tk serik2.
me:illah serik,dats y skrg tkde mataer =)
her:mama tahu but mama kan ade..buat mase sekarang jangan ade mataer dulu
me:tk lah.jgn bimbang.ma duit cikit..haha
her:nk g makan abeh tkde duit
me:gaji lum masok
her:ambek ni,potong gaji kau.
me:sejak keje ni mama mengire jugak ehk,tahu tk keje.
her:kau kene berdikiri
me:(salam her and off i go)

matrep teman me go buy things at the same time
eat mc donald at marine parade
then head to parkway after lunch.

bought stuffs.
the thing that kept me laughing was..

me and hym go diva shop.
people keep thinking he was the sale person
as he promote too many accesories to me..

first he take earrings..when i reject the things that he took,without fail he will keep looking for the next accesories.
secondly,ring.aww!!how sweet..=)i feel in love with the ring the moment he showed me.
skali check price belakang,jus for a ring,it cost 19 bucks..
but he knows how much i love that ring..

him:come i byr kan
me:tknk.u dah belanje i quite bnyk.i can still buy the ring next time.
him:tkper.
me:tknk
him:u tgk kan org dah tgk.tk malu ehk?
me:u yg degil seh
him:u lah yg degil
me:dahlah u,i nk balek office,,tkleh lame2..nanty mama mrh..

i jus walked out from the shop..
dah nk naek escalator,i turn and look matrep was not behind me.
i look for him.
and saw he just walked out from the shop
ade plastic diva.

he went to me and pass me the plastic.
i look inside.
and....

the ring.

i keep saying there's no need for all these
he say either i keep or he dump it.

tk sampai hati tgk cincin 2 kene buang,i take and say thanks

him:dont mention it lah syg.u deserve to b happy.coz u always make me happy.
me:jus smile and say if only hafis were to treat me like how u did

he send me back to office.
he bid me gdbye.
i can see that something's bothering him
but for the time being,im not brave enough to asked.
i dont want anymore fights between him and me
i love him like a bro
he is like a bestfren to me
whereby i can share my probs.
thanks dear
and if u are reading this,
thanks for everything dear.
hope we can remain this way.
no relationship,no commitment aite.=)

i love u dear.

and to raiha,i pon miss u jugak
wherever u are,tc.
we meet soon
chalet=)
u are a gd friend.
u deserve someone better than him.

he doesnt even hold a proper job..
keje terrorist..
i lagi keje sempurne.
nafkah anak semue teratur.
tc dear.

2010-06-18T00:01:00.000-07:00

am nw at werk.leaving office at 7.plan to have dinner with mum at parkway.sweet sour fish sedap.morning,while doing registed letters and bulky things,matrep text me saying:nanty balek umah,illah update.leceh update kai hp..lgpn tgh ade customer.wait 4 the story.=)

2010-06-15T08:42:00.000-07:00

okay..

for now i know,my blog is dead,due to my working time..

go work,came back home...talk on the phone with matrep or didi..

didi sounds so sick..accompany him go doc and doc give him 3 days of mc..=)

matrep keep nagging..even on the phone he will keep saying,

him:u do know i care for u.
me:tahu..i know okay syg?
him:wats the use calling me syg if u dont mean it?
me:i call everyone syg
him:so im no one to u?
me:u are like a bestie,a brother to me
him:watever lah b..
me:come on..
him:okay2 im sorry..i know how my bro gf treat u
me:eh2..i forgive and forget everything already,,sal nk ungkit?
him:she's jus a bitch
me:nah.even if she was,at least ur bro still love her
him:then i call u my bitch then
me:sal seh?
him:coz i love u like my bro love his bitch
me:oookay..u wanna know something.?
him:what?
me:im so tired and at werking place,i almost mistook someone like hafis..
him:not again!
me:ape die?
him:move on lah..stop saying his name jus for once can?
me:baby with who else shall i share with?u can see dat i dont show unhappiness and always would laugh here and there..tapy bile dgn u,i mcm can share everything..
him:(keep quiet for a moment)
me:u,u?
him:im so dissapointed in u saying all these.u are jus making use of me..

skali during conversation,didi call..

aiyoh..
i ans and confrence

matrep heard everything.tried to stop didi but failed..

matrep hang up the phone..

i hang up didi's call..

and call matrep..

me:dear?wats wrong?
him:it jus hurt me,u pon same mcm shila.
me:no im not!!
him:didi to sape?and why he call u baby and stuff?
me:u kwn kan..even my gal frens pon panggil i baby...
him:okay fine.then wat about the 23rd june?
me:i told u either i sleep over at pasir ris chalet or i meet my frens..
him:guy frens?did u even told me?
me:i dah bilang.i even msg u.
him:i didnt get any msg.and pls u are a gal.wat if smething happen to u?
me:i malas tau nak gado.pls.i call u nk bebual dgn u

him:i pon mls nk gado.u ingat i suke?i give u two choice.him or me?
me:u are putting me in a difficult situation
him:no im not..if u btol nk dgn me,23rd i come down ur area.once i reach,i will meet u.but if u are not there,then i know wats the ans.
me:u tahu kan i ade class chalet.y must u do this?
him:i mean mlm.
me:but im not sure
him:in life u have to make a decision.and jgn sebut lagi name hafis
me:i nk tido
him:i know u mrh,u cant accept everything that i bilang

aizat called me..
i ans..

told matrep i got 2nd line.
he says never to forget my promise.
i was like huh?

talked to aizat
okay tk habis2 pasal x die
khabar tk tanye
asyik suro buatkan account tagged..

8 years he keep saying

adoi..

26 may 2010

2010-05-28T01:20:00.000-07:00

raiha came over my house...talk and talk..

but the best part,one king size bed,me and raiha sleeping on it together.the cute part,she put my booster in the center..

saying
raiha"u kalau i tido terpelok u ke,tertendang ke..maafkan i ehk"..
me"u i tkleh sleep"
raiha"i pon"

somehow me managed to sleep..

wake up in the morning..

prepare sandwiches..ask lil bro to help get the ordered donuts..

bath,then we went to school

mar called,saying everyone's waiting..

raiha and myself get a bit pissed off as we did everything ourselves..so they should give us time.

we dont anyhow do things.do it in a proper manner.

for me,eventhough its"our"project i jus feel dat its jus "my project and raiha"..

and pls..
its not that i dont give u any task to do..
im not the group leader..
dats y when i see everyone's slacking,i decide to do everything.
i do everything,i feel satisfied.

in this,i treat everyone the same but some members they jus want gd names for themselves but they didnt even do a thing and loves complaining.

compare to wat i did,it was much3 tiring..

go here and there..

fork out money and stuffs..

think of getting ideas..

krng nk care ringkas.

nk marks lebih effort nk kene lebih..

and one thing..
hidop jgn suke mengire..
pls
aku tk suke kwn hidop mengire pasal duit
kalau aku nk kire, pon tk terbyr..

sal hidop suke nah mengire?
belikan mataer brng leh...

susah..

and to raiha,
once we fight b4,i dont wish to fight anymore..some of them are jus not like u,,
i can see dat u are the type of fren who treasure frenship and tk mengire.im glad for dat dear..naseb baik dlm bnyk2,i rapat dgn u..i know i can depend on u..
thanks for everything dear..i loves u like a sis..dats y i tk ragu2 nk kasi u tido umah i.coz i tahu u tahu bwk diri,jage diri.hope this stays forever..=).btw ingat semue ape yg my adek ckp..when i tgh gurau2 dgn my adek..

tc baby..

illah syg raiha..=)

2010-05-22T01:10:00.000-07:00

yesterday wati came over my house.
then talk and talk..
wati,
watever it is,u still have us.
dont think too much
if he really2 loves u he will.im sure he does..
tkmur risau2..
u can aproach raiha or myself..=)

went library with wati
then do projects there..
went tampines one.
headed to tampines mall..
bought food..perfume..sushi..

then at 10 sharp meet my guy fren.
pick me at tampines one taxi stand.
couldnt see his car.
again wati help me look around.
found.
bid gdbye to wati.

me and my guy fren went pasir ris..
talk and talk.
i like the car perfume..again??
then he wanted to send me home.
but then i called aisha..

sape2 lepak..

then make up my mind.went lepak.
meet ayn.alin..aisha

had great time..
but was hoping for syimah and ira to meet me one day..
they didnt turn up yesterday..
went home b4 1.am..as promised to matrep.
aisha ckp fri lepak again..=)

(i miss these peeps..,aisha je yg ade smlm..=( )

carry basket

2010-05-19T02:34:00.000-07:00

look here..
i know u will somehow,someday read this..

im notbacking my fren
i can tell who's rite and who's wrong
i and she used to fight and even more worst than ur case.
but yet,we managed to save our friendship.
and even after,our friendship grow much stronger now.

its all about understanding and tolerating.
u once fought with my fren b4.by now u should change

u call my fren a bitch?
yes she is my bitch.
A bitch who can tolerate all my nonsense
,stood by me,help me whenever im in need.
U got a problem with dat?

but pls ehk.u called her sundal?u or her?

stop praising ur bf.
even those who sticks to their bf for 24 hours,
their bf are still doing things behind them.

dont act as a cyber bully.=)

no use playing hide and seek..

she's not the one picking fight.u are..=)
if so,y did u msg her in the first place?
kau kate kau caye kwn lelaki lebih.
g lah cari drng.
g cerite semue.
silap2 kau yg kene pangkah.
and for ur info,im the one who replied all ur msgs.not her.

u are an adult now,but not acting as one.so immature.

nk tanye something can?
asal hati busok sgt?
kau nk sakitkan hati kwn aku?
she heck care..

y not put it this way..
y dont we meet,settle down.
aku nk tgk jugak mcm mane kau lyn kwn aku.
dah jumpe,boleh skali aku brainstorm kau.
jadi hati 2 lembut sikit.berhati perot.

u can take all ur words back.coz they are not needed.
n one thing,jgn suke puji memuji yer kak..
angkat bakul sendiri tk gune.

u look urself in the mirror first.
buy a large one.
maybe urs too small.

jgn mengate org.
tgk diri dulu.
if u have too much of handsome and cute guys around,
u wouldnt be asking my fren for any guy's no.
if u are really3 gorgeous,
guys will come after u..
not the other way round..

kwn kalau bebual world,
kite pangkah sudah.no use..

for ur ite mates,they too will know ur attitude one day.
go change lah.hati jgn lah busok sgt.
be more matured,pretty pls..

dont go over the limit.
once and for all,if u are not satisfied,
jus a phonecall and we can meet up.

15/05/2010

2010-05-18T06:19:00.000-07:00

went sungai road with mar and wati..a pity raiha,cant follow..takper b..lain2 kali we can go out..u dgn i..we go dating..mcm tadi breakfast kat canteen..bwk uncle zombie skali=)

went sungai road...round and round..couldnt find the things..went vivo..went daiso..bought things..go giant..bought things too..then mar went home..left me and wati..eat with her at kopitiam vivo..mamam nasi ayam penyek bakar something2..then went to tamp..wati accompany me for a while.. meet my guyfren..coz i didnt wear specs when im outside..unless during school hours..so she help me locate where my guyfren was..

my guyfren saw me..then i bid gdbye to wati..went inside his car..i like the car smell..nice lemon smell..=)haha..

he drive,i talk and talk and so on..=)

he send me home..

dear,thanks for the ride dat nite.i told u i can go home on my own but u insists.thanks dear.meet u again one of these days..=)

thanks..

2nd post

2010-05-09T07:54:00.000-07:00

bile project nk start?
give me something to do..

next week,schedule a bit tight..

fri-meet hisham..accompany him go library..study..
sat-MAYBE je...meet matrep..(matrep pls try to understand)

abg birthday falls on 13th May..
mama order food..
supposingly,abg birthday on thursday..but mama plan to celebrate on fri..
fri need to meet hisham..maybe celebrate abg's bday at nite..hisham ask if i need a helping hand in my lifeskills project..he gave me so much ideas,and i went lost??

and
i miss muhd hafis over and over again..

MOM'S LOVE

2010-05-08T20:48:00.001-07:00

MOM,
Happy Mother's Day..
Thanks for everything...
U have brought me up since young
Eventhough we quarrel at times,but still,i love u..
I know U love me too..=)

Without U,there's no me..
Im glad to say "Mama yang terbaik..Gua caya sama lu.."
Mom...
hugs and kisses from me to u..

I LOVE U MOM <3
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HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY
I LOVE U MOM <3
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY
I LOVE U MOM <3
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY
I LOVE U MOM <3
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY

mom's love

2010-05-08T20:41:00.000-07:00

trust me mom..please

2010-05-02T05:26:00.001-07:00

sometimes werds are hard to describe..
i got no one to talk with..
blogging is the only way

mom,
at times,i had difficulty understanding u.
i cried on my own
i hide my feelings..
u told me if i got any problems i can share with u..but i jus find it difficult too..
once i share something,u will keep asking the same questions..
once i told u bout Hafis..
and whenever i wanna go out with my gal frens,u would ask,about him..i wanna go out with cousins,u would ask about him..whether i am keeping things from u..then u would always ask cousins,im going out with hafis or are they trying to cover up for me.
u c this is the point i dont like to share things..
i rather keep things on my way..jus keep quiet about it.
now Hafis gone..
wats more?????

mom,pls its been a year i sat at home..
or i can say more then a year i sat at home.u dont let me mix with my frens,okay..i respect.i dont go out with them anymore..

now u rather believe wat outsiders says.
u should trust ur own daughter

wat they wanna say,jus let tem say..
people carry tales around..
i admit in the past,i have a f*** attitude..

always go back home late..
everyday is a must for me to go out..

u see,eversince i sat for O levels,i stick myself at home.
i didnt even go out.

coming to ite.
i did go out with Hafis,but seldom..

u c its a year..
i hardly go out with any guys..
i dont go in relationship..
i promised u i would study hard..

isnt my gpa better compared to the first term?

all i want is for u to trust me..
please,
i need my own privacy at times..
i locked myself not only at nite,but whenever im at home..

many times,u would secretly opened my room with my room keys..

i dont do anything wrong,so im not afraid..

it jus at nite,i admit i talk to my guy frens..

if i dont lock the door,u would always confiscate my hp whenever u see im using them.

if i ans any callers,u will look at me strangely..

jus need u to trust me..

im sad with what u did ystday..

bought for u black forest cake..but u told me u will eat it today..
but u didnt..
u say its not what u want..
u think i purposely dont wanna buy the royal cake for u?
i even ran to the shop,only to find out the shop closed.
i ran despite my blister.

but in order not to make u dissapointed i bought for u a cake at q bread..

i respect dad coz he appreciate me..
he appreciate whatever things i bought for him..
he's there whenever i need him..
he would always fetched me from school..
he would always ask:'Gal skola mcm mane?"

mom..u did ask me questions and such

but i can see that u jus dont trust me...if dad can,y cant u?

to my brothers:
i need u most of the time
but seems the both of u are jus busy with each other life

adek..sometimes u hurt me the most..
y u can go out with ur frens,kakak?
adek tk habis2 ngan bola..i understand..
but till when we siblings gonna stay like this?

i dont ask for any bf..
i jus want my siblings.
its realli2 enough for me..

i got no one to share my probs with..galfrens they had enough probs with their boyfrens.dont wanna add burden..

siblings,
if u are reading this..
im not trying to give the both of u bad names..
but this is the only way for me to let out all my feelings..
im sorry if i've hurt u in anyway.
all i want is my siblings..
seeing other siblings stays united,saddened me..y cant we jus b the same?

2010-05-01T09:23:00.000-07:00

jus reached home...=)

plans were all canceled..
last min,meet aisha..

went peninsular then headed to bugis...
walk tau..*clap cikit..,
at least i make some
effort to exercise*

bugis walk here and there for almost 3 hours..
at last aisha managed to find wat she wants..=)

then headed to cathay..
teman her meet her boyfie..

bla3..

take train home straight..

went royals cake shop..wanted to buy mummy chocolate fudge nutella...shop dah tutop..*"__"*

naseb baik Q Bread tk tutop...

choose black forest cake...
paid and off we went home straight..
took bus..yerlah kaki dah tkleh angs..
penat banget..

reached home...11.18...
watched susuk..

simpan cake dlm refrigerator..
since everyone dah sleep...left adek only..
2 pon he watching lord of the rings..

here i am lying down,blogging..penat..

if only Muhd hafis is here...wouldnt it be great?

penat semue hilang.

Muhd hafis,

eventhough u are gone for a year..

u are still in my mind..

i tried many ways to forget u

but jus couldnt bring myself to..

i jus couldnt move on..

i know u are leading ur life now,happily i can say..

who's gonna read bedtime stories to me?

who's gonna b there when im having probs?

i miss u too much despite all the hatred..

i missed the time when u fetched me after school,
whereby we would go supermarket to buy grocerries
and cook together at ur house..
u sibuk hiris2 barang and i masak..

i know my family is there for me..
mum keep saying u are not worth it..

but i cant move on..

people see me laughing all day,joking around in school..

but they jus dont know how lonely i am..

:'(

badly im missing u..

the jokes we had..
the fun..
the laughter..
the tears..

but i should say thanks for at least
giving me the chance to love u once..

:'(

pics from hp...some old some new..=)

2010-04-20T19:33:00.000-07:00

brother..=)

2010-04-18T05:38:00.000-07:00

had butter prawns during this shot with younger brother..no matter wat,kakak still here and loves u..=)

u will be remembered

2010-04-17T09:26:00.000-07:00

achik spin meninggal...i was browsing through facebook and saw links about this popular singer..may he rest in peace..jus couldnt believe..he died in car accident..

2010-04-12T19:48:00.000-07:00

Where Did u go?

Just hope wherever u are,u will be safe and be treated nicely..
i didnt get to c u for the last time.

I miss u too baby

Dont think too much..i still love u and the rest

back home

2010-04-09T20:38:00.000-07:00

finally reached home but damn im starting to miss my cousins...

when im at home i miss my cousins
but when im at my cousins place,i miss my siblings..

can i turn back the clock...?

i want us family to be like b4...gatherings..

dinie and mum left home..

b ut for sure i start to miss dinie pretty much..

i dont know y i had dis feeling of losing my loved ones..

but i jus hope both dinie and mum will be safe wherever they are..

dinie...
no matter how much we fight,the day u left my house,i didnt get to c u..
i was trying my best to know where u are now..

pls take gd care of ur mum..
we have been living together for years..now u are independant on ur own..

pls take care...

gonna miss both of u :'(

7th april

2010-04-07T02:16:00.000-07:00

yesterday done with shopping..but didnt get leggings..=(

i got myself two dresses..of which one i gave my cousin..the other is alice in wonderland dress =)..

also got myself two bags...one gave it to my aunt as her bday gift..the other one aku ambek lah!!!

then the most part i like,my shoes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

bought jco donuts...

but actually afer all,thanks to sharifah for being a great company during shopping..=)..thanks pah..but tk puas kan??next marsiling yer..

reached aunt place at 10..i have been sleeping here since two and the half weeks straight.werk,werk,werk..=)aunt place was great but nothing beats home sweet home..

i miss my siblings..not sure wheather they got miss me...im here being without u guys..eventhough we didnt communicate much,but still i miss my brothers..

finally pictures are here...=)

2010-04-03T06:46:00.000-07:00

the time when i had fun going hardrock cafe,playing pool,karaoke =)..

exams result

2010-03-31T03:29:00.000-07:00

jus came back from werk...

results are out...

dissapointment vanished..

everythings fine =)..

matrep congrats me early afternoon..=)

msg...

hym:baby im so proud of you..

me:alah ape yg proud?actually i was aiming higher gpa...but didnt get..

hym:tapy ur gpa bagus seh..tk berterime syukur seh baby

me:yerlah i bersyukur *amin*

hym:amcm swensens ke pe dis sat?

me:tkleh...i tgh save duit..nk shopping on 5th april onwards.

hym:dahlah u..mmg slalu mcm gni..

me:.............................

hym:wats the dots for??

me:nothing to say at the moment,sweetheart

hym:dahlah u..slalu gni..kenape u treat me cold?

me:ape yg cold?watever weather it is,im still here rite?

hym:u ni ehk..i seriously speaking tau ni...

me:baby,in life there's no need for us to be so serious..u tgk i..=)

hym:yerlah i know watever i do,u wont be mine..asyik ingat si bodoh 2 je

me:pls baby.i and hym dah break kan?its been a year now since im leading single life..i dont intend to have boyfren at this moment..u c..dis time my gpa is much3 higher than last time..my grades were even better..

hym:dat is y im so proud of baby..:)

i miss my abg and my adek..=(

and papa..i miss ur hair =(

mama..i miss ur nagging...

abg..i miss u calling me names..

adek:i miss the time when we had webcam session together..

and to kak nurul...

i miss u too...

i wonder how u are doing now...hope everythings okay between u and abg aidil..=)

meet u soon kak...

i miss the time we had our talks..=)

family

2010-03-30T16:21:00.000-07:00

well....results in half an hour time...here i am blogging..i dont know whether i did well for exams or not..but im here in cousins room alone..syimah went off to school already..boy still sleeping..sending him off to school then off i go to work..

but sadly enough...

i miss these persons..:

an hour time..=)

2010-03-24T06:18:00.000-07:00

matrep picking me up in an hour time and here i am blogging..

coz i dah lame siap lah baby..

he purposely dont wanna bluetooth all our pics..busuk hati lar u!!

busuk2 i still care for u..

i got to go now..

love u all =)

enjoying gd days with gd people around..=)

pls no school..

last min plan works..=)

2010-03-23T08:17:00.000-07:00

jus came back from mitting dearest sahrifah..

even though last min,met her at tamp library bustop..then went bugis..met her at 5..go jln2 and stuff..then off to marina square,tampines one..=)

had fun talking,laughing..

babe jgn lupe shopping on 5th april onwards..=)

leggings were awesome..lwr..=)..i know where to buy already...thanks to sahrifah..

and one thing dear,

jgn lupe bulldog..=)

came back

2010-03-22T22:51:00.000-07:00

jus came back home...met matrep jus now..

had fun...amer smsed me..i was quite shocked..pls lah amer..coz of u,matrep and me had a fight

matrep house was awesome!!=)

cut his sis hair,makeup and stuff...

matrep was asking...

him:baby i think u dah besar can werk jadi mak andam sudah..
me:huh?im not gd at makeups lah syg oi

his sister joined the conversation,
sis:kak,u are not only gd at makeups,but also gd at cutting hair..i like my new hair..
me:alah,guting rambot senang je..=)i smile and matrep poke my dimple..

matrep:baby u wanna go gym dis sat?i wanna help u badly..for me,u are the prettiest among all my galfrens..its jus dat..
me:i know baby i need to lose weight..
matrep:im not critising u..i do love u and i dont want u to have any sickness,,dats all..

tell the truth only matrep and my family know im on medication now..pills gonna finished soon..

me:baby dont worry i will recover soon..nothing to worry much okay?

his sis then hugged me..tears rolled down my cheecks the moment she hugged me..i dont know y i got this sis bonding love..

matrep:i ambek u okay dis sat?we go gym then swimming then slack at my house..

me:baby u forgot ehk? dis sat i ade course...u lupe?n im not mitting my fren too due to this course..im sorry..

matrep:ade je lah kau ni..dahlah..

me:u can fetch me if u dont believe me..

matrep:okay..i'll make sure i'll fetch u and accompany u go there..

me:if u are willing to wait..from 9 am to 6 pm..

matrep:i will..=).baby u bring ur medicine?

me:hehehe..no..=)

he scold me up and down continuosly..he care for me and i appreciate him for dat..thanks dear..=)..he would also remind me to take my medicine every now and then..everynights..and everyday..he would talk with me on the phone till i sleep..

3 more days =P

=(

2010-03-22T09:58:00.000-07:00

i miss my cousins dats all..=(

tuesday morning...

2010-03-22T09:36:00.000-07:00

miss my cousins dats all =).

both brothers watching movies at their room..
parents sleeping
mummy is sick
im here blogging..

went rent cds jus now with elder bro..

abg was such a sweetheart..he's very2 okay now..seriously i mean...he changed a lot..i can see dat he care for me now than in the past..i love him...and not forgetting younger bro..i love the both of u..=)

maybe meeting raudhah dis sat..maybe je tau..tk janji..and pls gals outing..no guys okay?thanks baby..=)

2010-03-20T21:53:00.000-07:00

cousins =)

2010-03-20T21:51:00.000-07:00

had great time with cuzzys..

went starhub shop...

eat..

library..

headed home

sleep in the morning..at 5

wake up at 9 am...baby msg..

syimah was lying beside me..

we sempat talk2..hug each other..

...

2010-03-13T05:23:00.000-08:00

i love my matrep more and more each day..=)

im missing muhd hafis..

baked pizza..

had a great day with love and family at home..=)

kak siti will be flying off next tues..kak have a safe journey..she told me she meet me the following week and off to rebel..

matrep:

all the best baby for ur roadshow..=)
sorry didnt reply ur msgs.busy lar..

aniway i download already the korean movies..
will be off to matrep house next week..

cut hair and makeup his sister..mak andam lah pulak..

baby,
i love u like any sis would..im glad u are here for me..but hope we can stay this way..as u know im still missing muhd hafis..sorry baby..

matrep,
ride safely n thanks for the BEN N JERRY..=)
hugs.

wake up msg

2010-03-05T14:23:00.000-08:00

4.10 am kak siti msg..

saying..

'baby,tomorrow nite we go rebel'

i text her back saying i cant and gonna give it a miss,as exams coming..
we can meet after my exams aite sweetheart?im sorry
im sorry

meeting kak nurul in the afternoon..=)

but most importantly,i miss kak siti and frens..=(
i promise i meet u guys soon..sorry dearest..

tired

2010-03-05T07:52:00.000-08:00

woke up in the morning..received text from dan..

saying wanted to meet so much..so went and meet him at bedok mc donald..i can see him from far..approach him..he say he wanted to eat mc donald.accompany him.mc donald was quite pack.there's this delivery mc donald guy keep staring at me and dan.i knew him.he was the guy raiha approached to ask whether raiha bf working or not.i went blur when dan keep asking me questions which is related to that guy..i keep saying,i dont know,i dont know..

dan says..
dan:alah,entah2 ur x,u tknk mengaku kan..
me:tk,mepek lah u ni..demi ALLAH bukan my x..
dan:then asal asyik tgk kite?
me:die tgk u lah...muke babyface..
dan:eh pls eh dillah..im straight..
me:i know u are straight..=)
dan:seriously budak ni cari gadoh je asyik stare2 org
me:u leh tolong i?
dan:ape die syg?
me:tolong makan cepat,n keep quiet for a moment pls.
dan:*terus senyap*

dan if u are reading this,pls,im not his x lah gundu.u will understand one day.

after eating,went tamp library..dan accompanied me to study
he keep on repeting,baby u can do it..u can do it..

after dat he send me home..

then reached home..

abg fren zahid came..abg and hym were playing ps3
then abg asked me to fetch kak nurul(abg fiancee) at tamp interchange..
went ahead and fetch her..

went century square and bought some cds..murah oi..

its my first time going out with kak nurul..malu mmg malu but seriously she's nice to be with.we talked and talked..till we reached hm..

reached hm,we watch the cd we bought..

then nite time,i accompany abg send kak nurul home..

abg is much3 nicer now than in the past..

i love abg more now

tomorrow mitting kak nurul =)..
kak thanks for everything..i love u like any sis would.thanks kak =)..

appreciate for all the advices,encouragement..thanks..hugs..

2010-02-28T22:34:00.000-08:00

im deleting blog soon..maybe gonna do a new one or maybe jus stop till here...

=)

update soon =)

2010-02-27T16:30:00.000-08:00

kak,upload the pics soon =)..
remember ur promise tau...(yg on march)

thanks kak..love u..
have a great day at work..=)

pictures will be tagged in facebook

2010-02-26T14:30:00.001-08:00

pics are with kak siti...she's uploading it tomorrow..

thanks kak..enjoy ur days..=]tc...love u baby..

i engoy my days with gd people =]

2010-02-26T14:06:00.000-08:00

met kak siti at orchard mrt.then went meet her frens..

had dinner at coffee bean..first time oi..the food is delicius..i couldnt finish it.too full.then we plan to catch movies.was cancel but we plan to play pool at some place near FORUM.While walking,guess who i saw?AHMAD SYERZAN.I noticed someone was looking at me while im walking.as i walk nearer and nearer i saw him.

he smile and asked wat i was doing there.then i introduced kak siti to her.kak siti asked whether he wanna join us play pool.he did came but later with his frens,but opened another table for hym and his fren to play.i continued playing. as a first timer of playing pool,kak siti and frens try their best in coaching me.then 2 of her frens came and join.after the game we went to hard rock cafe which is opposite.the place was damn awesome.

not many malays,but too much of angmohs..but the best part,we get to see a live band performance by man toyak if im not wrong.the place,spotlights,people,music..was damn3 exciting!!

we went karaoke next.more of kak siti frens.total was 15 people.we went karaoke enjoy urself there.the best part is when they sing out loud.klakar oi.kene tgk.=]pics all with kak siti.

kak siti fren is those kind of frens yg gerek2.they dont critise..yet they made my day.i enjoy being with them.thanks alot kak..i appreciate it,,thanks too..kak siti,kak illah,don,flow,seri,ariff,yassin,junah,dan(abg angkat kak siti),and the rest..thanks so much.hope to see u guys again and have this kind of outing every once a month =]

kak siti promise me she'll go club with me b4 going 2 bangkok..=]thanks kak..

i promise mummy i'll be back by 3 am..yet i reached hm at 5:35 am..and found out she was still asleep..=]

i enjoy being pampered and most importantly i enjoy my days with gd people.

kak thanks for the kiss..=]

hardrock cafe
pool
karaoke..

more exciting coming up isnt it kak?

im waiting...thanks kak..i love u..=]muacks.hugs

y didnt i approach u?

2010-02-25T21:14:00.000-08:00

okay.firstly,i can say that u are sensitive,dats y i cant talk to u nor approach u so the only way is for me to blog.

even if i approach u what would u say?

people call me big boss and stuff,i dont mind.its jus dat everything i ask,u will always say yes or anything.u dont even plan where to go sometimes,so i jus state anywhere we should go.if u dont agree at least u can tell me.im an understanding person.if im a person with a bad heart,i wouldnt ask u to forget the past of what happened between u and ur fren.

frens do fight because they care for one another.y am i wasting my time on u?y am i fighting with u?coz i care.first,i dont want ur fren to treat u ill like last time.

and one thing,whó's making a fuss out of this?
u deleted me from facebook.?even i had fights with other of our classmate,she didnt even delete me from facebook..

u told me i always wanted to win.would i even care of u being quiet all the time in school?i try conforting u many3 times.i dont mind if my name are being bad here.

people in school do know that we are as close as sister.even my parents.we do gigles at times.

but for now,even if our frenship were to be normal like before,trutfully enough im too hurt.i did msg u.my last msg u didnt reply,i thought everything was back to normal.never i realised u have the heart to delete me from facebook.

i dont hold grudges.coz for me dis is a small matter.

im meeting kak siti in 2 hrs time..=]

thanks baby for being there for me when i need u most.
i love u baby dan =]
sun okay?
thanks too for listen too all my crys.."eeee,hingus"...

dan:u nangis?
me:tk..
dan:tgk i,tgk sini
me:tknk pantat,i malu..
dan:eee,hingus...(with him taking out tissues paper,then he wipe me tears.)
me:im okaylah
dan:asal mate bengkak ni,patotlah tknk g skola.
me:shut up lah baby
dan:k i will
me:u.u.u.
dan:(standing up and give me a hug)
me:i tgh ade hingus ni
dan:tkper,i dont care as long as i get to hug u.suddenly he said
dan:stomp.com...a guy and a gal found hugging at public
me:baby,u pon tgk stomp?
dan:of course,im an old timer citizen there.
me:oooookay..
dan:remember this,kwn biar ramai,setie pade steady.
me:huh?okay.

after much conversation,he send me home under void deck and he give me a small box.
me:dis is for?
dan:its for u
me:but whats the occasion?
dan:its for...ermmm..jus wanna say how much i love u.u are the greatest fren and joker i ever fren with.i jus wan us to be more than this.i love u.i know u still thinking of hafis.let me be the replacement.he moved on,so what are waiting for?

me:time will tell my dear..
salam him..he put on his helmet.i can see his eyes are watery.but he didnt mention anything.

dan if u are reading this,im sorry dear.i know u care for me.but i aint ready for anything yet.i did enjoy every moments spend with u.

call me soon

tc at werk.=]

love u babyboy.

someone's blogging...=]

2010-02-24T23:38:00.000-08:00

God wont leave us empty. If something's been taken away, He replaces it with something better. He asks us to put something down so we can pick up something greater.

“Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a teardrop"

2010-02-24T05:29:00.000-08:00

y do people say bad things about the person yet they end up with dat person?

first u say this...
then u say dat...

nevermind its okay...

since sec life,all my frens,they jus care for themselves.they didnt spare a thought for others

look,im not trying to b jealous here...

but u did say things about her..

yet u wanna still go out with her?

are u a woman of ur words?

or its jus words?

nevermind,as i said..im prepared for the worst..

u wont tell the truth,since i know the truth myself..if i dont know the truth would u b so honest?

its okay dear friend..=]

confusing

2010-02-24T02:33:00.000-08:00

y must all dis happen?

i miss muhd hafis so much..
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suddenly feel like blogging

2010-02-18T22:44:00.000-08:00

tomorrow..mitting kak siti..go seoul garden...=]

to adrian:
Its not your race that i didnt accept u.its jus that im not ready for any relationship now.i do still love muhd hafis.its a matter of time i forget him..its been nearly a year now sice he left.im not trying to avoid u..Now mostly came to my mind is STUDIES.im not giving any excuses.my dad's a chinese too..im sorry if i hurt u in any way.i know you would be reading this on one fine day.i care for u like any sis would.im sorry..we can still be friends rite?=]

ystday took 28 home..bus stopped outside bedok interchange..i saw someone from far who look like hafis..his clothing,his shoe..he's holding a woman's hand..jus about to cross the road..HEART BURNING SIA!!!i know he's move on..

relationship for a year plus end jus like dat..

it hurts me when i saw u with ur girl.i cant say anything much for now..mom keep saying hafis is not worth it.you deserve better guys..but i jus cant accept the fact that we have separated..i miss cooking at ur house.i miss those moments a lot..u picked me up after school..i wonder can relationship really last?or is it love is jus based on words?

to mum:
i know i did many mistakes to u in the past.im sorry i hurt u too much..i know u want the best for me.i appreciate it..i love u mama..=']

to dad:
pls take care of ur health.i do love u too..u are my favourite boy after all..i love u dad..

to elder bro:
its been days since we had a gd chat.u have been studying..dont stress urself too much..i love u

to lil bro:
JGN nk bercinte skrg.blajar dulu..dont put too much high hope on her..calm urself,study first..2 semue nanty2 can..i love u too

=]

staying under one roof causes much trouble..

2010-01-25T02:40:00.000-08:00

sometimes i can say that u are jus an attention sicker..
wat small bro says is true
u are over reacting over ur SICKNESS...

i prefer the old u..
i hate the new u..

u want people to understand u...

u shout like u dont care

f***

im not ur adek2..

kdg buat baik dgn kau tk dpt baik

aku cume pandang kan ur mum je..

u shout like nobody business.

bile kau tido,org bising tahu pon kau marah...

bile aku dgn yg lain tido,kau main piano,ketawe sekehendak hati,buka lagu laptop kuat2,kite diam je..

serious uh..tk tahu bwk diri..

sometimes i feel pity for ur mum..

u want people's sympathy.

i can sense dat..

u are good at using people..

bile susah cari,bile senang kau buang..

maybe i should be more strong hearted..

shouldnt give face to u..

f***

i hate it when u are sleeping and u show ur anger..

im not scared of u lah pls...

mintak maaf then buat lagi..

lain kali jgn mintak maaf..

air mate buaye..

=[

2010-01-13T03:34:00.000-08:00

i miss my two favourite gals..hope u are doing fine in school..kak illah rindu korang..
meet up soon cousins..loves..

happy Bday nobita =]

2010-01-10T03:11:00.001-08:00

Happy bday dearie...sorry dat in the morning i slept.letting u n shaherah playing ps2 by urselves.sorry..aniway i love u,loves..=]..happy bday baby nobita..i love u okay dear fren?had fun ystday..

n to muhd syerzan not to worry i love u too okay?all the waiting was worth it..=]i will buy u a pair of snickers on ur bday..=]

to dinie n zul,thanks too for coming..=]

CouSins Make My Day =]

2010-01-02T22:16:00.000-08:00

School reopen tommorow...gonna miss my cuzzy..they put a smile on my face..i love u cuzzins..=]ystday webcam-ing..
had fun with u guys..
hope we'll meet again someday..
cuzzins are the dearest soul to me..
school tomorrow..younger bro will join school next week..at least i have somebody to look after me..haha..mentel ke pe..

ystday had small argument with wati..

look,im not trying to condemn u.but u should jus change ur attitude..not only me dislikes,others too..im very3 dissapointed in u..

camwhore

2010-01-02T22:08:00.000-08:00

Camwhore..sayesukecamera dan camerasukesaye =]

31st

2010-01-01T22:06:00.000-08:00

31st...catch treasure hunters with cousins loved..went to downtown east..n for goodness sake!!!the queue to buy popcorn was damn packed..we didnt even get the chance to buy drinks..well,everyone was damn kiasu..like never eat before..we jus went straight to look for our seats..=]the movie was fun..its a treat from brother loved..i can sense dat he's changing..he's becoming more sensible as days goes by..i love u brother..=]hugs..i know sometimes i can be quite sensitive..wat mummy says is true at times..i should change too..

well we headed home straight right after movie..reached home exactly at 12..i was down with fever for no reasons..my head felt so giddy..feel like vommiting..im not myself dat nite..

sorry cousins,if i didnt talk to u much..i was damn giddy..i jus felt its the end of the world..was so sick..cousin,syimah told me dat i look very3 pale..made porridge for myself..i can tell dat im sick due to few reasons..maybe one of it is ive nt eat any plate of rice for the past few days..

muhd hafis

2009-12-30T08:49:00.000-08:00

somehow ystday went out with gfs to do DC projects..had fun ystday especially when shaherah,raiha n myself were sitting at the staircase near bedok interchange..hidup dah biase merempat..sampai lipas ade..petande ..we waited for a fren of mine for nearly straight three hours.

we sangs dikir barat songs n stuff..dats wat we do when boredism strikes..sit,chat,sang,gossips..we are gals..so wat do xpect?

seeing all the places i went to ystday remind me of you..i recalled all the placeswe went to..the internet cafe..is where the place the first time u ask me to join u for a game and then send ur resumes..

i remember how u taught me to cook meat of a hambunger..i went to ur house,we had fun,cooking here and there..clean ur house..play card games n u would always cheat..i remember too the day u accompany me to go to my college to register my name there..i was so afraid..u grab my hands and encourage me to go inside the school.u told me u would stand beside me..protect me..i was touched at dat point of time..

the day u was down with fever..u asked me to go over ur house.i did go and cooked for u..u said my cooking was damn sedap..i feed u..sponged ur head..till ur fever went down..feed u with medicine..wait for ur mum to come back home..

watch senario n u starts giggling..u even pinch my cheecks..kissed me and said we will never b separated and stuff..no words could describe my feelings at dat point of time..

u drank the whole glass of chinese tea..test whether it works..giving me encouragement to lose weight..so i'll b more prettier..after u drank,dat nite itself u kene diarrhoe..and u said its okay..its worth it..abg,seriously i miss u so much.dis is jus not words but something truely from my heart..i miss the hugs and kisses..i wont give up on u,unless if i really saw u with ur gal outside,i will jus go on with life..im moving on now with frens around..but i simply cnt forget u..

every nite b4 sleeping,i would always ask someone to chat with me over the phone,to make myself fall asleep..no matter how gd a guy is,i can jus say dat,no one is like u..u are jus different..no matter how much u have hurt me,im still waiting..

i really wanna cook for u on one fine day..but when will it be?

n to dear zan:

thanks for accompanying me home ystday..thanks so much..if u are not around ystday i wouldnt know wat to do..all the best in life dear fren..=]thanks once again..

wish i could jus turn back the clock 8 mths ago..i dont keep any hatred feelings..instead im still waiting..gonna take me few years to slap myself to reality..im miss u..miss u..miss u..miss u..miss u..miss u..miss u..miss u..miss u..miss u..miss u..

2009-12-14T03:08:00.000-08:00

it hurts most when ur loved ones doesnt support u instead they critise u..i had enough..brother,dont act smart here..doesnt mean u are the only one who can go poly..if u are clever enough then go jc..u didnt even feel happy for me...hati busuk...cant imagine u are dis type of person..sometimes i feel like avoiding u..all u can is critise,critise,n critise...kau pandang rendah kat aku...cakap jelah...so what if im a nitec student?am i making life difficult for u?jus buzz off lah...enough of ur critism...yes uh...bsk g gym...then swimming...jurong east...=]

what is family?

2009-11-27T21:41:00.000-08:00

my daily routine is always these:
go school
came back home
cook
housewerk
then always lock myself in my room

no life rite?

no family communication

sat sun,no plans...

bro always with fiancee....

younger bro always have plans with hys frens

frens?always busy with their stuff..

i feel emptiness in life

how i wish this nightmare would end soon...

im getting tired of this kind of life,serious...

n dear bro,

u are always with ur fiancee...u dont even spare ur time on me...

since small,u are always like this...

try asking urself have we go out before together?

not even once....im sad over it....

call ourselves siblings....its jus the name dat states it...sometimes i wonder y others siblings stay

united while we dont...

do BeStFrEn ReAlLy exists?

2009-11-09T02:27:00.000-08:00

everythings fine in the morning at school...monday blues..but wat dissapoint me is her...herself..i dont know wat i've done wrong...at 3 plus,at e201,i try comforting raiha...i dont know wat exactly happen till her face turn sooooooo moody after she received msgs from her boyfie..i try comforting her...makes jokes....i admit she did laugh!..but after a while back to her moody face..

i talk to her for quite some time..asking her wat happen,etc..all she did say was 'tkde ape2'..i realised for about 5 mins while im doing the talking,she jus kept mum....i feel as if im talking alone..frens around us dont realise dat u are not in a gd md..even though i know u for quite sometyme,i know how ur reactions are..n u neednt lie..i know u inside out.wat dissapoint me the most,when mr raymond told us to surf the net,usually u would talk to me or even we do our work together,laugh...study...everything..but jus now u are totally different..u do ur own work,u talk to mar asking for paper everything..usually u would ask me for one..im not being jealous here..it jus dat u really3 dissapoint me..ive been talking to u,comforting u,for the past mins n yet u didnt uttered a word..im not telling u to be frens only with me..NO!!its jus dat when im talking to u,u could jus smile n didnt say anything..at last i've given up on comforting..its jus gone to waste..comfort3,all i get is jus......i feel as if im talking alone..seriously..i feel sad over this..jus look around our circle of frens,who care for u the most?sometimes i wish i could jus stop all this...n get myself a bf...so i wont really bother much bout u..

YA ALLAH,
bukakanlah pintu hatinye YA ALLAH..
goncangkanlah hatinye...
redakanlah segale kesalahanku terhadapnye..
amin

sometimes i feel im over reacting...coz u are jus a fren...i shouldnt care much for u when i know u didnt even care for me...tis is my fault...i regret for wat happens...i should jus go to bed now as im not feeling well..i fall sick easily whenever i think of stuff which i shouldnt think of in the first place..care for u n dis is wat i get...
totally dissapointed...

tHurSday FeVeR

2009-11-06T04:33:00.000-08:00

Geram aku dgn seashell last thursday..pasal die,raiha nyer contact lens sampai ke hujung....raiha ' fadillah mane contact lens aku,check kan'.....sekali dekat hujung mate....kesian raiha menangis...big tits nye seashell....sampai dah geram shout in class 'u stupid or wat never use ur brain..,teacher i cannot handle this idiot already uh..'

faisal called me n i admit i did compain to hym okay? he calmed me down n say " dear u need not to worry...jus give in to her..maybe she's not in gd health...or maybe shes jus testing ur patience..tell ur friends not to stress over her "...

TIDAK PERIKEMANUSIAN

2009-10-22T07:14:00.000-07:00

straight after came back from school,bed's calling...slept for few hours..at 9 i woke up,watching baby bonus..=]at 10,switched off tv..my aunt called me asking whether i had reached today BERITA HARIAN newspaper..as im always busy with school n stuff n no time to read newspaper eversince school resume,im lost in time whats happening around the world...

so here it goes..(conversation me n my aunt):

aunt:''Gal,kau ade bace suratkhabar hari ni''?
me:''tk...sejak school illah slalu masok school pagi,tkde time nk bace''..
aunt:''takper..kau g bace suratkhabar skrg..cari pasal satu budak ni kene rogol dgn matair mak die''..
me:(anxious look)...(finding the page)....
me:''cik na is it yg pasal bapak die pukul anak die yg 23 bulan?''..
aunt:''tk2...die sebelah dalam..ade gmbr budak 2''..
me:flip n flip...FOUND!!
me:reading...
me:''astargfillahalazim!!manusie ape ni?mak die pon same''!!!

the story goes like this .....

a 24 year old mum,a divorcee i can say...stays with her daughter a 3 year old..living somewhere at malaysia if im not wrong...not long after,her mum had a boyfren whose studying..ended up in relationship..in the day,her mum left the kid at home ALONE with her boyfren asking him 2 take care of her..always her mum reached hm,confirm ade bruise punye at her anak!!!

but wat shocked me,she didnt even go for any police report..nor even send her daughter for treatment.kau namekan diri kau seorang mak??tkde kepale otak..!then one day,she left her daughter alone with dat BUSTARD guy!!this more worst...state in the BERITA HARIAN,"the mum went home n found the gal lying...coma already''..wat she did was rite..suddenly she had a human brain!!!she send her daughter to the hosp,made a police report,saying her maid beat her daughter,abuse her..in the first place,did she even had a maid?this jolly well means dat her mum side her boyfren rather than her daughter..police investigate n found there's injury at her daughter anus...bruised..SIAK uh...laki 2 besar nyer....even old bruises found at her body..

readers,u should see the kid's face been beaten up..cian gile!!!i pity her a lot...wat a 3 year old kid does till dat UNHUMAN guy abused her?F*** lah dis guy...she's too innocent...dis guy will get a hell of hys life once he die!!cian budak 2..pity her so much..coma till she....maybe god love her more n couldnt bear to see the sufferings she gone through..my sympathy is with her..cian...

No School

2009-10-19T20:09:00.000-07:00

hello...today no school...=] mr Raymond cancel lessons lah oi...im beside baby now...=] raiha baby..raiha cabot skola ehk..bpk hantar naek van turun kat macpherson sec bustop..i piatao her..sleep...dlm hati ' nanty kau satu hari turun CHUA CHU KANG aku nyer turn piatao,i sleep'..in the morning have breakfast with raiha at home,eat n eat...ape nk jadi dgn kite ? mane gym ? mane badminton ? mmmmmm....Very NICE!!! Friday maybe doing project...wait for instructions from leader..Saturday insyallah keluar with raiha n her boyfie..maybe im bringing zan or amer...depends..amir aku rindu kau joget india...dgn ur care makan...aaaaahhhhmmmm..heavy smoker pe kau..step tahu gilera je..haha,..'SIR i have to report to the camp at 7.30..'this part kau cute...=] police dah suspect u smuggle drugs..hope ur mum have recover..i update when i have the time...tc korang2..=]

Ape Nak Jadi ?

2009-10-19T03:59:00.000-07:00

my nose keep bleeding nowadays..
Doc Said I Have sensitive nose...
Come on Doc,cant u say something nice ?

an apple a day keeps the doc away....btol tk btol ?
b.a.b.c =]

AkU sYg KoRaNg OkAy?..

2009-10-19T00:24:00.000-07:00

okay2...i have to admit im new here...guys help aku okay?link me n i'll love you for sure...tk bedek...=]